I just got back from seeing Constantine with one of my friends.  It was a good movie.  It had to do alot with angels and demons, God and satan.  Constantine(Keanu Reeves) was trying so hard to get into Heaven.  He felt if he healed lots of people and killed demons, that he would get into Heaven.  Throughout the movie, he was reminded by an angel that he was never going to make it into Heaven, unless he gave God his self-sacrifice.  Well, he did and wasn't condemmed to hell anymore.  Lots of Christians (including me) feel this way sometimes.  Sometimes as Christians, we think that we aren't good enough to get into Heaven.  We try to go out and evangelize and "save" as many people as we can or we try to give more money to the church or we go to a nursing home and help the old people.  These methods are what the Bible says are the wrong ways to get to Heaven.  All that is needed to get to Heaven is to believe in Jesus.  He is the bridge that connects God and man.  He is the only route.  There are no window or back door entries, Jesus said," I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life.  No one comes to the Father except through me.  (John 14:6).  When doing actions and deeds, do them to glorify God, not to buy Him.  As Christians, we already have Jesus.  Thats our ticket to Heaven.  All we have to do is trust and have faith in Him. 

Hey!!!  I went to the doctor yesterday and she said that I had Chickenpox.  It sucks so bad because next Saturday, March 5th, its our Military Ball(ROTC prom).  My face is kinda bad, but it is getting better and I hope that it is all cleared up by then and I can look handsome like I always do.  HAHAHA...o me, I flatter myself.  Anyways, I have been dealing with the bumps for a couplde of days now.  I haven't been out much.  I think I'm going crazy.  Naw, but it sucks though.  Ok, I'm done with my complaining.  I've been doing good.  Its been hard praying and spending time with God since I have been sick and not feeling good, but I am managing.  I also have been doing good not beating myself up when I do something I shouldn't. Well I have to go.  See yall later.

Hey!!! What's up everybody!!! Well, I have been sick for the past few days. I have been weak, aching, and cold, very cold. O well. What I am talking about feeling good again is my spiritual life if feeling good again. I feel close to God again and we feel like one. I thought this could never happen, but I underestimated God. Luke 1:37 says, "Through God nothing is impossible." I guess I lost in touch with that verse. Sometimes in life, all of us forget that God can do anything and that he does stuff for us that are and will be better than we could ever do for ourselves. I am so, so happy!!!!!!! Reading the Bible, praying, and just spending time with God is so awesome, even though you may feel like death when you are sick. Well I am going to go now.  Hope everybody has a good day. :)

I have felt like crap for months.  I had lost touch with God.  I didnt feel any love anymore.  Satan was doing a good job in separating us.  Tonight I decided to get right with God.  I want to feel that love again.  I want to feel His grace and I want to feel His arms wrapped around me.  I was to the point, I thought  I was going to go back to my old lifestyle.  I didnt want to do that.  I was getting depressed and feeling down.  I know that I need God.  It is hard for a person like me to stay on focus with God, considering my past and that I really aint involved with other Christians except on church days, but I still dont make an effort to get to know them and to open up to them to help me (I am going to start doing that).  When I sinned, I either felt too prideful or too shameful.  God doesnt want me to feel either.  If I am too prideful, I feel as if I can save myself, which I cant and if I am too shameful, I dont feel I can talk to God as a Father and I cant tell Him things that are going on with my life because I am too ashamed.  Looking at this website, I remember why I call it Rescue Me, and have Romans 7:24-25 as the base verses.  I know that I cant save myself, but God can.  And he can have a relationship with me through Jesus!!!  How awesome is that?  I will never understand why God loves me so much and that he wants the best for me.  God is so so awesome.  I was thinking that God didnt have to save me or humanity, but he did.  God doesnt need us, he wants us!!(Take a few seconds and think about that). He doesnt need Andy or anybody to be God, but he just wants us.  He wants to love and care for us.  He wants us to have a personal relationship with Him and be like His sone Jesus. And like Max Lucado said in on of his books, "God loves us the way we are, but He refuses to leave us there.  He wants you to be just like Jesus."  Thats awesome.  God is to awesome.  If you see this site, pray for me and that I will be stronger than ever in God and His son Jesus.  Pray that I can withstand all temptation and follow the wicked one. 

Hey!!! Whats up everybody.  Sorry I haven't wrote in such a long time.  I been busy and confused lately. Where can I start???  MMMMMMM...... First, I have been so off track with God.  Like I was reading My Upmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers and it said in order to see clearly you have to be obedient to God.  I already knew this, but today was the first time I fully understood it and it hit me hard.  I have been struggling with things and trying to have vision with a plank in my eyes.  Like God has done so so so much for me and what do I do.... I turn my back on him, I use Salvation as a get out of jail free card, and I drift away from him.  Dude, he sent his one and only son so that I can have a life after this one.  A life of peace, joy, and God.  How awesome is that???  Its like Mercy Me says, "I can only imagine."  The old creation has gone and the new has come.  I have recieved a spiritual heart transplant.  I have been born again in the Kingdom of God.  And yet I continue to "Rape Grace" as my friend once told me.  I do things and then I am like God forgive me, I do it just to be "safe."  Sometimes I don't mean it.  And it sucks cause I don't want to do anything that displeases God.  I want to do things that glorify Him and his son Jesus.  I want to show others to Chirst and be prepared for this broken world.  I felt God calling me to ministry and accpeted it, how can I be a person for God when I am acting like I am.  It like Max Lucado says in his book Just Like Jesus(I love Max Lucado books, hehehehe) it says" that God loves us for who we are, God loves Andy for Andy even though I make mistakes, but the second part of it is, "but he refuses to leave us there."  Yes God loves us for us, but he won't leave us there.  He WILL move us, we WILL grow in Him, and we WILL draw closer to him more and more.  Second, man, is my boldness for Jesus.  The guy was beaten, humiliated, and murdered by US just to save US and bring hope into the world.  Where in the heck is my heart at???  He died for me and yet I am scared to stand up when people are doing injustice and just go along with the crowd.  I think the problem for me at school is that I don't want to be alone.  Its like this one guy I have 2 classes with.  When I wasn't a Christian, he liked was the only person there for me.  If it wasn't for him, like I think I would of done killed myself.  And know he does all these bad things and says bad stuff and its hard not to laugh just because he has done so much for me and I dont want him to think I was using him or anything like that, but its hard.  Its like Casting Crowns said, "I know it only hurts to see my only friend slowly fade away."  Its hard to know that he is dieing more and more and more everyday and yet I feel so helpless.  It sucks, but back to the kids at school.  I want to have people to hang with, but u know what, I have no clue where the Christians are at???  Maybe they are like me, they kinda go into a shell at school??? or maybe there arent really any "real" Christians there.  I know a couple, but I never see them.  And its hard to stay focus on God with no help from other Christians.  I mean, i am not depending 100% on other Christians to help me stay in touch with God, but a dude needs some help.  I pray that God sends somebody.  And I know He will and...

I know things will be ok because God is good to me.  Its like my theme verse says, who will save me from this wretched life, well its Jesus. And I have hope and peace through him now.  And I am a slave to God, not my sins.  And it goes along with Romans 6:2, if we died to our sins, how can we still live in them???  God is so awesome.  Nothing can compare to the promise that I have in him or his awesome plans.  God sent his only Son, the Son with pure love in his veins for one thing, to free mankind and he did.  Mission Impossible becomes Mission Possible.  How many times has God said he loved us in the Bible???  And through Jesus, it will go on forever.

Hey!!!  This is my first entry and I am so excited.  I hope that this website can encourage all in anyway possible and that everybody can get something out of it.  I hope people can see that you need to be Rescued by God because you aren't strong enough to rescue yourselves.  So check out my website.